Rips, Cuts, and Creases

Maybe this feeling of huger

can out-weight my feeling of pain.

It feels as if all my hope

is going down the drain.

All I want to do is sleep.

Don’t want to move

eat

or smile.

They say that heartache can only stay for a while.

But do I believe that?

No.

It cannot be true.

How on earth could a feeling this blue,

just go away?

They say it just takes time.

Ha!

I laugh at that phrase.

I gave him time.

Weeks,

months,

days and days.

How can someone I love so much.

Leave me here in pain?

I love him with my whole heart.

And I still love him now.

How?

How can I love someone who’s played with my heart?

Torn it to pieces?

And left nothing but rips, cuts, and creases?

I’m still not sure myself.

And I am starting to doubt.

But I love him none the less.

Because that’s what friendship is all about.